Of change

Every now and then I take a moment to look back and see what changed over the year. I had this moment just recently and I realized how much changed.

A year ago, I lost my best friend. I still don’t understand what happened. I liked him. I even slept over at his place. We could talk about anything and now, there is just silence. I remember the night we talked the last time, I mean really talked, not just chit chat. He thought I am into him and was not interested in dating me. The truth was and still is I never fall for him, I just could’t be alone. And I got scared. I was scared to admit I feel something. I was scared to fight for our friendship. And now I am left with one question. What did I did wrong?

Things change and the only thing we can do is move on because life does not wait for anybody and it will always go on.

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Past, present and life

I was surfing. But not on waves, as you may thing. I was surfing the Internet. On this adventure I found this though or quote.

Somewhere in the galaxy, your childhood is still currently visible. Your past self still exists, traveling through space  at the speed of light.

Every moment of your life is out there. If you had chance, would you return? Would you change it?

I would not. I am who I am because of my past even when it was hard or painful. All these moments made me stronger and more me. My past formed my present and my present is forming my future and that is exactly how it is supposed to be.