Every now and then I take a moment to look back and see what changed over the year. I had this moment just recently and I realized how much changed.
A year ago, I lost my best friend. I still don’t understand what happened. I liked him. I even slept over at his place. We could talk about anything and now, there is just silence. I remember the night we talked the last time, I mean really talked, not just chit chat. He thought I am into him and was not interested in dating me. The truth was and still is I never fall for him, I just could’t be alone. And I got scared. I was scared to admit I feel something. I was scared to fight for our friendship. And now I am left with one question. What did I did wrong?
Things change and the only thing we can do is move on because life does not wait for anybody and it will always go on.