13 reasons why

It all started with death. And it ended with death. But why?

If you watches the serial you know there are totally 13 reasons but I want to talk only about last 5 because they were the most serious. 

Reason number 9:

We all do mistakes. The point is not to don’t make mistakes but to be able to face consequences. But sometimes you are not the one who should take responsibility. But your friend. You often take burden which does not belong to you. You feel responsible but you are not the one who should fight. Everyone is only responsible for his own actions.

You can’t blame yourself for everything that happens. I believe everything has reason and you can’t win over destiny or God, call it how you want.

Reason number 10:

Sometimes you can do literally nothing to protect your friend. You watch them suffer but you can’t do anything. You feel helpless. You feel guilty. You are asking over and over again what you could do differently. And would it make any difference?

Reason number 11: 

He loved her all the time but was too scared to tell her. She loved him too but maybe too much. It just happens that we hurt those who we love the most. You don’t want to get hurt, so you build walls and you push away everyone who might actually care. Because what if he sees true yourself. What if he sees how fragile you are? What if he sees you love him and just don’t care? Or what if you just have bad experience and want to protect yourself…

Reason number 12:

This one is really hard. I can’t imagine. To be taken away your innocence. Not be able to fight back. To feel empty and lost.

People will hurt you. Some more than the other. But it says nothing about you. About your value.

Reason number 13:

You might think you are alone. But the truth is there is always, ALWAYS, at least one person who cares. Who listens. Who is always there for you. I know it can be hard to actually open up and talk but it is only way.

And please, keep your eyes open. For your friends who might struggle but are too scared to talk about it. Please, don’t look away. Try to talk to them. You might be only one.

P.S. This is dedicated to my friend you saved me. Thank you.

Beauty and the beast

I am sure everyone know famous story about Belle and the price who is cursed to be beast until he finds someone who would love him. 

She is beautiful and kind. He is proud and angry. But they find way how to be together.

For me it’s more than just a love story.

It’s also about huge brave, when Belle decided to stay with the beast instead of her father. When she is different than everyone else in her village and even dares to read books or say no to Gaston. But not only Belle was brave. The beast was too. When he was able to let go Belle without knowing if she returns. This teaches us that you can’t own anyone you love. You can’t make them love, but you must give them a choice.

It’s about sacrifice, when the beast decided to save Belle from wolves even if it meant he would die. When he let Belle to leave for her father even if that meant he won’t be able to break the spell. He put her interest above his own. That much he loved her.

It’s about friendship, when Belle meets Mr. Clock and Mr. Candle Holder and Mrs. Wardrobe. They are there for her all the time and supports her and she saves them. Also they had amazing friendships. They sticked together during hard times and suffering and that’s how you know your friendship is strong.

And finally, it teaches us how important love is. Love can set us free from our own “beast” we carry inside. It can heal us and turn us into humans again.