Same river?

It is said one can never step in the same river twice.

Well, I wish I haven’t. It might not be excactly same river as before but you get hurt again because those sharp rocks are still there and the flow is still strong. You may change standing at the river bank but the river is the same.

I’m not sure why we want to step in the same rivers again even if it was painful before. I don’t know why we want to be with same people who made us sad or broken-hearted. Maybe we think it will be different this time. Maybe we hope river changed. (It hasn’t.) We hope they changed or we changed them, but people remain same deep inside.

We can try it expecting it will be better this time. Or we can leave to search  for another river. Because as river can kill and hurt it can also give life and be refreshing.

So choose right river you step in.

Hard momets that teach you something

Have you ever had feeling something is wrong? Maybe you felt you are not on the right place, you are with wrong people. Maybe things didn’t work the way you expected. Maybe you felt exhausted and awful.

In moments like this, I just want to escape. To give up. Stop doing things I love and leave people I love. I want to quit everything just because something is wrong. In moments like this, I wish I had different life. I have feeling I can’t do anything to fix it. I think I’m just failing and I’m wortless.

Well, it can be hard. But it takes huge courage to continue. To not give up. To believe in your dreams. To believe yourself.

I think, these days make me stronger. Teach me that I’m strong and you know the saying….  What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger! It is very important to remind yourself how strong you are and who you are no matter how you feel or what you feel. You are important no matter situation you are in.

So head up and be amazing!